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Posted on 2005.11.05 at 20:27
Listening to: Stabbing Westward
black black mood
a simmering gloom that passes
as it always does.
I made a friend
I kept a friendship from occuring
and I lost one in the ether.

I am thankful
I despise myself
I mourn


An orchid, so delicate
so pretty
everything an orchid could be
yet I cast it away
for lacking sweet scent.

I had forgotten to breathe her in.


Humor me
nephthys510 at 2005-11-06 02:00 (UTC) (Permanent link)
since you deleted your comments on my post, I'm replying to them here.


love you, too.
_r_e_q_u_i_e_m_ at 2005-11-06 14:15 (UTC) (Permanent link)
im on that edgeg but i dont know what to do... i cant handle more loss.
Simply Stan
paperpath at 2005-11-06 15:31 (UTC) (Permanent link)
We're strange little beasties, aren't we? We fear loss so we gather more stuff around us as a sort of protection - but the more stuff you have the greater the risk for loss.

Hey... I heard that you could have been a go for tea on friday. Too bad I missed you. :(
_r_e_q_u_i_e_m_ at 2005-11-06 15:35 (UTC) (Permanent link)
i fear the loss of people more than anything else except maybe death.
yeah i forgot and was ill as all get out. not a great combo.
Simply Stan
paperpath at 2005-11-06 19:26 (UTC) (Permanent link)
yeah, I have a couple of people that I'd hate losing too - online and irl. I try not to think about it.

Death, well, nothing much we can do about that except be careful and eat our veggies. I try not to think about it much either.

Hope you're feeling better though. :)
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