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Posted on 2018.05.29 at 20:43

There's so much angst and sadness in the world. There I was, moping about my life and doing a little wallowing in the company of a stinky cigar when I learned that someone witnessed, quite accidentally, some child porn online.
She didn't seek it out, she simply stumbled upon some guy's LJ page that had some.
Everything came into perspective right then. My problems and fears shriveled immediately and my thoughts went out out to both the victims and the poor sick bastard whose lives were impacted by this reprehensible act.
There's so much hurt out there that needs tending to. I feel so sad and helpless that I can't fix any of it. And yet mine is only one tear in a torrent of tears.
Every day we strive to be decent people and every day there's something out there that pushes our limits and strength.

I remember being told that rinsing one's mouth with salt water helped get rid of the post-cigar mouth funk. I have no idea how to deal with this, though. There's not enough salt in the ocean to wash this horror away. There aren't enough flannel sheets and blankets to hide under. It just has to be one step forward at a time, forging into the ugly mess that is our existence.


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meowmensteen
meowmensteen at 2018-05-30 01:23 (UTC) (Permanent link)
Every day we strive to be decent people and every day there's something out there that pushes our limits and strength.

That line is really deep, and kind of hits to the core of what has been bugging me a lot in life lately well beyond this current issue.

The truth is that your kindness made me feel a little better. You're efforts aren't completely hopeless. I hope you're able to find some solutions to the things upsetting you in your life.
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